is that an age thing, an event overload thing, lack of sleep or just because - the multi tasing rather than the crying.
I've stopped talkin to people and friends about it as I've turned in to a complete miserable cow.
We put down a deposit on new sparkly new (did I mention new) house on saturday - be ready early Dec.. AND they have part exchanged this one - for a really good deal considering current housing climate. The builders were desperate. All to do with assets and liabilities on a spreadsheet. Organising all the people, the paperwork, finance has just added to my pressures but it's a positive thing at the end. PRoviding the survey on this one doesnt find it about to collapse into a mine shaft or something odd we are good to go!
You never know from January next year might actually see some people!
Meant to be a wedding this weekend but invite never arrived.. really been upset about knowing what to do about that and have chased. I got out of preportion upset about it.. I wonder is it me.
And a wedding the weekend after that :-) which I'm really looking forward to. A fathers birthday and Im sure I've missed some birthdays.
We have a few months now of new build, surveys, finance stuff, mortgage stuff, keeping this house tidy for viewings.
Puppies driving me nuts... but Im hoping in about 6 months or so they calm down!
last week even felt vaguely suicidal which I have felt that low for decades.. but I think I've got my self out of that.
yep.. thats it for now..